I’m poor af, man. Not even sure I can afford lube this month.
I could really use some $$$ right now. Bought a lottery ticket, and only one out of the eight numbers matched. It’s almost like it’s mocking me.
The Horus Heresy/Siege Of Terra story arc reminds me of the history of my country (Russia) as witnessed by me. It starts out — no, not great, not even well, but kind of okay and with the promise of a better tomorrow, then gets slowly but inexorably derailed, and ends up as a gigantic clusterfuck that makes even some of the bad guys question their choices.
Well, the 1-month no-porn challenge is over. I said I was not going to watch any porn for a month, and I didn’t. I would describe the effect as a flattening of the emotional curve: I stopped getting the kind of highs only porn can provide, but, on the other hand, I stopped having depressing thoughts, too (not altogether, but mostly). I started feeling somewhat more relaxed and composed. Abstaining from porn may not have been the only factor, but I think it was a big one. So, if you are planning to get off your ass and finally start doing something to turn your life around, I definitely recommend going cold turkey on porn. It won’t work miracles and turn you into some fucking superhero, but it will give you an edge, for that I can vouch with a reasonable degree of certainty.
One week without porn and jerking off. No significant effects to speak of.
Today I announce the one-month no porn challenge, with one j/o session (without visual assistance) allowed after at least 2 weeks. I think this will be the longest I have gone without porn, so I’m curious what the effects will be.
Young(ish) people, seek the help you need. It’s more important than a new car, or a new console, or a vacation. Don’t lie to yourselves about your issues and allow them to fuck up your life like I have.


